As a continuation of my Post and Poll entitled: βAbout the convenience or not of writing a Post about a real case of sexual harassment and abuse at workβ, I confirm you that I have finally decided to write several Posts in which I tell in detail about that sexual abuses experience I had when I was 29 years old.
In those Posts you will see that I do not intend to play the virginal victim and give pity or the impression that I was completely innocent, because I could have refused, even if it would have had dire consequences for my professional and private life. But my healthy ambition at work, and my calculating mentality, made me decide angrily that it was more profitable for me to accept submitting to the abuses than to oppose them.
And I must admit that once I accepted my defeat, and the reality of this new kinky situation, and resigned myself to become his sex doll and at the end I enjoyed it.
Was it then a r+pe situation? yes, it was without a doubt, because although I really enjoyed sexually many times, I was fucked against my will through blackmail and threats. I would never have had sex with him any other way.
I mean I wasn't completely innocent, but he was totally guilty.
In short, mine is very much a classic story of blackmail and job threats (not bodily harm) by a powerful boss to get me to agree to become his whore; that was literally what he wanted from me, and he got it for a few months. Eventually, he and his two henchmen were punished for their misdeeds.
Unfortunately, abuse at work is still relatively common today, but in those days so long ago it was almost tacitly accepted that a woman knew in advance that she was at risk in her job, and that abusers were rarely punished and if they were, the punishments were relatively mild: verbal reprimands, notes on the company files, temporary loss of job and salary, job change (usually of the victim). Fortunately, today all that has changed radically, but at that time a woman harassed at work by someone powerful had in practice only two options: leave her job or accept the abuse. I opted for the second.
But my case there had some additional components of evil that are not usual: the first is that the boss, with the collaboration of two henchmen, devised and executed a very complex and elaborate plan to catch me, it was a trap from which it was practically impossible to escape. But the second special component was the most depraved and inhuman; Well, once I had been captured, to keep me serving them indefinitely, they decided to ask for professional help from a brilliant professor of psychology from a nearby university, in order to break my will: hijack my mind without using direct physical violence, and develop in me the so-called Stockholm syndrome, so that I accepted and enjoyed my situation as a private whore, which they achieved.
In my Posts I will talk about the complicated trap they hatched and how they executed it, but I will not explain the details of these mind control techniques, of brainwashing, so as not to give ideas to possible predators who read this Blog. Those techniques were worthy of Dr. Mengele or the MK-Ultra project. The psychology professor, apart from losing his job, like the three abusers, was expelled from the College of Psychologists and deprived of his professional title.
And to finish with an erotic and nice note in this short Post, and incidentally experiment how to include the images within the text instead of at the end following the advice of a Blogger friend, Spunky, I am going to illustrate with two photos what I was like when I was about 29 years old.
In the first photo taken by Dan, which is the one you have here, that's how I was when I was 28 years old
, that is to say slim (with an intense integral tan in summer, but this photo was taken in April), with firm but relatively small tits, very long hair parted on one side or in the center. But in the fall of that year, my husband and I decided to have family and my physique changed as the months went by.It turned out that the abusive boss had seen me several times at work but had never noticed me from a sexual point of view, since he was attracted to chubby girls and especially with big tits. Until then I seemed to him like a skinny girl who wasn't worth a fuck.
When I got pregnant, I gained weight and my boobs increased a lot in size, but they remained as stiff as half melons or conical bells π You can see me in this photo taken two months after becoming a mother for the first time
, I had also cut my hair and got a perm following the fashion that was all the rage at the time. By the way, the author of the photo was not my husband, we'll talk about that...Unfortunately, with my new look, I caught the vicious gaze of the predator boss, who took notice of me and became obsessed, and no longer gave up until he got me. In addition, he took advantage of my husband's long absence in Paris for his work, so I was a helpless and desirable victim. I refused his first advances and from there my misfortune was forged.
A kiss for the readers who have managed to reach the end of this pre-Post π
To be continued
Aura
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Some confessions, and getting you out of the doubt about the photo:
If you read all the Posts of this series you already guessed that the author of the second photo was Lalo- It was at the Department's photo Lab in September after my surrender. As you can see I was happy because the troubles to continue my work disappeared, and also because Lalo was behaving very nicely with me.
In the first days after my surrender on September 7, Lalo was completely beside himself with excitement and only thought about fucking me throughout the entire working day, according to my notes one day "he called me to his office for consultations " eleven times and in all of them I undressed and he nailed me, although we "only" came four of the times, because sometimes my visits lasted only a few minutes, because what he desperately needed was to constantly feel his cock deeply inserted inside my pussy although most times was just briefly
In those first days of our newborn relationship, I was the one in control of the situation thanks to my "feminine attributes", which I used profusely and skilfully in order to obtain even more advantages and means for my work than we had agreed; In his uncontrolled sexual obsession with me, Lalo was not capable of denying me any of the things I asked him for, which were many.
He needed to make continuous use of his freshly hunted prey, his sex slave and whore; I, and I took advantage of this situation to obtain as many advantages as I could; I was the "prey" but I managed to turn the situation in my favor. Also, I don't want to deceive you, dear reader: I enjoyed his sexual obsession with me as much or more than he did and I constantly shamelessly incited and provoked him to keep him under my control... and because I was also horny all the day. I was also sexually obsessed with him, I have to confess.
Although Lalo always liked my blowjobs a lot and in those early days he made me kneel to suck and lick him frequently it was only as foreplay because what he wanted the most was to cum inside my pussy, to my great joy; well you know, that In sex I like to do everything but whenever possible I like to cum while being fucked. It was in those days of sexual obsession for both of us when we began the routine that almost every morning before the work day began and the secretaries arrived, I would go to his office and clean his cock and balls by licking him and then with cream and wipes; In those sessions Lalo almost never came, he just wanted it to show that he was my owner and I was his slave, it was a submission proof that turned me on a lot and was often followed by a brief but delicious suckling session, the " breastfast" as he called it
His obsessive need to fuck me is something that responds to a primitive instinct: to impregnate the female he has just captured, his slave, even more so if she was the wife of his most hated enemy. While I was breastfeeding him, there was no risk of him getting me pregnant, but from the end of January there was. However, despite the bad relationship we had then, I continued to enjoy him fucking me bareback and I never asked him to put a condom on, not even during the farewell fuck that was at the end of the course, but I took the opportunity to visit him in his office one day that according to my "calculator table" was not fertile Of course at our meeting in Madrid in 2003 we didn't use condoms either. As I have recognized several times throughout the Posts about Lalo, I was not myself during all this episode, and between the end of February and April, I was mentally abducted and with a clear Stockholm syndrome.
As for the many other men I had sex with being Lalo's whore, they all used condoms, with the exception that when Gorka (one of the two vice-chancellors Lalo sent me to fuck) and I became friends we started fucking bareback: I was the one who took the condom off him one day when he already had it on. Gorka was the only one that knew I was a doctorate student, I told it to him when we became friends, all the others though I was a professional escort owned by Lalo.
I know that my fondness for fucking bareback even with strangers, just trusting their word that they are healthy and my instinct is not edifying or recommendable, is crazy! but I am not writing this Blog to instruct anyone in healthy customs, but this is an autobiographical Blog, kind of a porn photo-book of my life, and in it I tell facts, things that I have done throughout my life.
In recent times, apart from my husband, I only fuck bareback with my trusted friends who are currently only Nestor, JosΓ© Manuel and Henry (the English friend with whom I flirted last July and who I meet when he sporadically comes to spend a few days to Spain, so far we have met three times). I recently got fucked bareback by some hook-ups, but after being shown the Health Department certificate that many older men carry nowadays in Spain when they go out looking for a woman.
Here you have a photo Lalo shot at his office a morning in working time in September, when he was sexually obsessed with me
Kisses
Aura
Very erotic dear Aura! You are still here to tell the tale luckily! That is another stunning picture of your ripe body! You and your bio-story telling never fail to arouse me! It is of course gratifying to know that you made use of the situation to gain advantage especially in his time of obsessional weakness! Well done!
Many kisses dear lady! G...
I cannot resist, I have to say the obvious joke: Wish I was Lalo!!!!! LOL
Dnt be mad on me, I know he was a bast^**rd but is normal he was having a perpetual hardon.
You take double profit of his cock; to get more gifts for you work and for you and to enjoy his impaling stick as you use to call it.
@Geedub1956
Hi G...
Hmm... I like it: "my ripe body", thank you
@davidmontroy
Hi David,
No, I am not mad on you I understand what you mean and I appreciate your compliments.
Kiss
Two contrasting portraits of a very sensual and erotic girl. Desirable in both. I look forward to now reading detail of the despicable abuse you received, but only in so far as knowing you survived and the perpetrators were justly punished. Had I not known the outcome, my willingness to read on would have certainly diminished. XOXO thanks as ever for sharing your experiences with us!
Thx for the compliments Geedub, I know you say it sincerely
There were lets us say three phases in this subject: first one lasted about 3 months till I surrender and was very hard, a second phase of ablout 4 months after I surrender and was used to the idea of being Lalo's whore that was really wonderful and very erotic! when I really enjoyed being, behaving, and intimately feeling as Lalo's whore. And a final hard third phase of about 3 months when I was mentally half-abducted and accepted to be humiliated, and mistreated at times because I was terrified of losing all my hard work and because the psychological techniques (basically, randomly using the punishment-reward technique to keep me confused and terrified) Lalo applied disoriented, confused, me. But I prefer to remind the erotic and interesting moments, that were many, in all that "adventure" and try to forget the hard moments.
The erotic lactation relationship with Lalo during the second phase was really sweet, something very special, bonding, I never experienced something similar before nor after. Even Lalo fell in love with me (I never loved him, but I liked and sexually desired him in this second phase) for a few weeks! and during the erotic lactation to Lalo I experienced the second nympho streak in my life for about one month.
Kiss
@Mibelayze thank you as ever for your reply. It means a lot to me that you take the time to respond. Especially as you are nodoubt engaging with your lucky and wonderous husband.
Hi Geedub,
I added a comment with some "confessions" here, I guess you will find it interesting
Kiss
Aura
@Mibelayze I read it with considerable interest!
@Geedub1956 Β΄
Thx
What can I say?
Your story is compelling.
YourR pics are hot.
Dontcha love sharing?
It's such a thrill. πβ
Hello Paul,
Here I have only described the outline of what happened, but the story will take a long writing to tell, since you already know that I like to put things in context and not just tell the facts coldly (or hotly ).
Yes, I like to share some adventures of my life, mainly related with eroticism and sex, they are things that when recounting them return to reality in my mind and help me to know and judge myself, I am a mature woman and I want to look at my past and evaluate myself, it is a good exercise.
I am very positive, and even in events as unpleasant as these, I find some good and exciting memories.
And thank you very much for your compliments about me, in the photos I was 28, 29 years old! It has been so long!
Hi Paul,
As I said in my last Post I am going to "Improve" some old Post by including some "naughty confessions" in the comment section so that if the comment is considered too bold or inappropriate for Blogland's today standards they could censor it instead of the full Post.
I added to this Post a comment that perhaps you will find interesting π
Kiss
Aura
@Mibelayze
Thanks for the heads up on the addition. π€
Hi Aura,
Well now, that was quite the introduction, to whats to come. Very well said, as always and just provides us with, yet another facet of your life, with details to come on what life was like, for women, in the work place, not that long ago. Whether you enjoyed parts of the ordeal or not, doesn't matter, as it was against your will. The punishment that the four received is minor to what they will receive, when they cross over.
Now, young lady, your pictures were an added blessing and the first picture reminded me of the women that I knew, around that time period, who were similar in age. However, in your 2nd picture, shows your transformation, to motherhood, is nothing shy of magnificent. OMG, I could spend forever sucking, licking, and massaging your breasts, but the softening of your curves, the glow on your face, with the twinkle in your eyes, is almost mesmerizing. Exquisite doesn't come close to describing your beauty, as it was captured, by another.
Thanks Luv for sharing part of your world.
Kisses,
Tom
Tom, what nice things you've said to me! I feel flattered and I also know that you don't say it just to compliment me but because you feel so. Thanks tom.
@Mibelayze
Aura, you're very welcome sweetie, and just think, you already know me so well, as I never say anything, that I don't feel or mean. π
Big Hugs and Kisses,
Tom
@TomCatnDubai
Yes Tom I know
The next Post is coming soon!
@Mibelayze
I'm looking forward to it...xoxo
@TomCatnDubai
soon...
@Mibelayze π
Hi Tom,
I just added a comment to this Post with some "confessions" and a photo, I guess you will find it interesting
Kiss
Aura
@Mibelayze
Hi Aura,
Yes, I found your new comments interesting and love the photo. I would have been obsessed with you, too, as you were simply gorgeous and I too would have suckled those breasts, a lot. π
Kiss,
Tom
@TomCatnDubai
Hi Tom,
As always: thanks and kisses
Aura
@Mibelayze
My pleasure Aura. π
Hola Aura:
Me parece que lo vas a plantear muy bien, me gusta tu enfoque de que nadie es completamente inocente pero hay completos culpables, muy buen punto. Seguramente, debido a tu muy amplia experiencia sexual cuando tenΓas 29 tenΓas "algo en la mirada", o una sexualidad desbordante y tal vez sin darte cuenta alguna vez le sonreoiste, quien sabe?. El tipo era, o es, un degenerado y encima contar con la colaboraciΓ³n de un sicΓ³logo que querΓa hacer investigaciones "e vivo" sobre una mujer, menuda pandilla de sinverguenzas. LO que asΓ me alegro es saber que una vez te resignaste te lo pasaste bien, ya sabes el dicho de no muy gusto "si te vio..an, relΓ‘jate y disfruta" que es lo que tΓΊ hiciste, muy bien AUra, como dicen en USA: Kudos!
Que pases una buena noche, y espero que te recuperes pronto de tu esguince de tobillo (lo he leido en tu grupo)
D
Hola David, como siempre, muchas gracias por tus palabras. Me temo que al escribirlo en inglΓ©s voy a perder muchos matices importantes, pero espero poder hacer que la "sustancia" de lo que sucediΓ³ y de mis sentimientos quede reflejada.
Un beso
Aura
@Mibelayze
Espero impaciente tu siguiente Post!
@davidmontroy
Gracias por tu interΓ©s. Lo estoy preparando, espero publicarlo dentro de un par de horas
@Mibelayze
bien! bien! gracias
@davidmontroy
de nada
@Mibelayze
Beso
Hola David, aquΓ tienes unas nuevas confesiones
I love a hairy pussie
Such a horny sexy lady
Thank you Mistery
Kiss
Aura
I am very interested in reading the future posts. It was an awful situation and you have remarkably come out the other side stronger. The pics are beautiful, thank you for sharing.
Thank you Olwant
The next Post will come soon, maybe today
Hi Olwan,
Although several months has passed, I added to this Post a comment with some "confessions" and a photo that I guess you will find interesting π
Kiss
Aura